I hate friendships that are one sided. Where you always have to hit the person up first and they never do it in return. Part of a friendship is both people putting an effort or at least trying. Everyone get’s to the point where they will get tired of always having to do everything, and by the time you need them, they won’t be there anymore.
I didn’t intentionally do it but it just kinda happened. I lost communication with certain friends, and I became more independent. I’m just trying to look out for myself now. Trying to not get attached to certain people because it might hurt me in the future. Sure life’s about taking risks but theres also a point in life where you get tired of getting hurt. Tired of trying. Just tired of everything. I’m just trying to live life happily.
